Wednesday, February 21, 2007

pregnancy

I don't know what it is...really, I don't. But, I realized I really hate pregnancy. Don't get me wrong...I love the result of pregnancy! I love being a mom! But, the nine months. I really think the whole nine months (not just labor and delivery) were put under the curse in the garden of Eden. (I'm just making a point. I'm not trying to open up a debate about the theology of it all)

Anyway, when I'm pregnant, I feel stressed out ALL the time! No matter what, no matter how I try to relax; I feel stressed. As soon as the baby is out, I'm good to go! No more stress. Life is good. I can cope. Why is this, I wonder. One thing I do know, I will prepare myself for this fact before the next time I get pregnant. Maybe (just maybe) it will help me get through it with more grace next time.

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